Sometimes I get so caught up in God knows what that I forget how grateful I am to have a healthy wonderful baby and a supportive and loving boyfriend. My baby is beautiful and such a blessing. He changed my life and sometimes I get tired or want to rest and I just can’t. Rob is more then I could ever ask for. He took on the resposibility of my child and takes care of both of us…so much so that I get to stay home and see my son take his first step. I need to put my whole heart in to watching my neice. She is so smart and just needs me to be there for her and I take that for granted. I need balance. Now my son is tugging at my leg and my bike with the baby seat is sitting in the garage just waiting for Reese and I to get on it. I’m off, and happy to take a bike ride with my son. We need it.
Filed under: Mommy
Home life is wonderful. However, I finally understand why my Mom cleaned so much. Like scrubbing wall borders and vaccuming all the time and running the dishwasher twice a day. Okay I get it Mom…kids are messy. Especially when you have more then just your kids running around your house. It is funny how satisfying cleaning is though. I like doing it. Is it because I’m so bored at home? Or that is maybe a break from the kids? Or that while I’m doing it my I play The Beatles or Moby and watch the babies dance on the kitchen floor, usually with some sort of cutlery in his mouth. Safe, I know. All in all I notice a difference in my son. He knows his Mama now and there is nothing more enjoyable well except us being able to watch Rob pull into the drive way as he gets home from work. That is awesome.
